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You just said the worst thing you could ever say

Well, I don’t understand why.

It’s just can’t be this way.

I’m crying because of you.

I hate, yes, I hate all your lies

I’m so scared; I fear what I see in your eyes

But, I hope and I dream and I wish and I pray

That you have some faith left for me

You just did the worst thing

you could ever do to me

Well, I don’t understand why I cannot see

That it’s hurting because of you.

is there anymore faith in you

is there anymore love in you..

What is it that going on between us..

Why can’t I just let go..

I hate, yes, I hate all your lies

I’m scared; I fear what I see in your eyes…

I hope and pray

that you have some faith left for me

Some faith left for me..

I fear what I see in your eyes…

I fear what that is ahead of us…

I fear that I’ll be left alone…

But, isn’t it better that way??

I don’t understand what is left between us….

I don’t know if there is a future…

I don’t know whether we even had a start

Is there anymore faith in you….

Is there anymore faith in me….

Is there anymore faith in us….

Why can’t I just let go…

I hope, I pray, and I dream

that there’s still some faith left for me…

Hold me tight

Hold me tight

Hold me hard

Don’t let me go

Don’t let me flow

I’m going to break

When my body touches the floor…

Hold my hand…

And promise me…

That you’ll never let go…

Be my guardian…

Be my saver…

Be my angel…

And never let me go…

I’m sorry

If my soul is weak…

I’m sorry

If my words hurt

But please promise me,

That you’ll always be there.

That you’ll always be with me..

When I break…

Don’t let me go…

Collect all the broken pieces,

and never let it go..

I may be gone…

But, my soul will be there..

To guide you..

to love you…

I will not forget..

The times that we had..

I may be walking down memory lane,

Knowing that I won’t have you again..

You might have forgotten me..

But I have not forgotten you..

Keep the pieces ,

I may want them back one day…

Hold me hard..

Hold me tight…

Hold my hand..

And never let go..

We’ll be ..together…

….don’t ask..

I hate you

I hate it when I’m not with you

I hate it when you’re not here

I hate it when I can’t see you…

I hate it when you’re not there with me to face my fears…

I hate it when you’re super nice

I hate it when you wipe my tears

I hate it when you give me that smile

I hate it when you fill my heart with sugary tears…

I hate it when your hand touches mine…

I hate it when your finger strokes my face…

I hate it when my head is on your shoulder…

I hate it when your arm is always around my waist…

I hate it when you’re always there for me…

I hate it when I can’t be there for you…

I hate it when your eyes twinkle up…

I hate it when you light my world when it is dark…

I hate it when you guide me on and on…

I hate it when you’re the one who show me my path

I hate it when you’re the one who lights my day…

I hate it when you’re the one who made me feel safe..

But, most importantly,

I hate it when I can’t hate you…

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so sienz…T-T

Wanna be with you..

If you ask me what I’d wanted most… I would have replied … “I want you and nothing more” Don’t ask me to forget you… Don’t tell me that it’s over… I really wanted to be with you, The sweet memories we had, I’ll always remember… Here I go again, Staring at the phone, hoping that you’ll call Here I go again.. Waiting and waiting… Wishing and wishing… When the truth is just not far away… The truth hurts… The truth is ugly… But, the truth is what I’ll face… I know that we’ll never be together again… I know that it’s over… But, can’t I look back before I go, Feeling the sensation we had before… They say that the bond between us is just a phase Who believe that anyway? I’m going so far, so far… Just to be with you again… Here I go again… Standing in you arms, crying… Hoping that it’ll start all over again… I wanna be with you again..

haha…dunno wert to write..feelin so down now…I’ll jz write wtv I’m feelin la..coz I’m so lyk so bored oso..haha

Lonely..

The sky is grey…the thunder clashes…raindrops are falling….where are you.. Aren’t we suppose to meet…aren’t you suppose to be here….but, where are you.. I could still remember the smile you gave me… The way your hand touches mine… I could still remember those words u gave me… That’ll always last inside my mind… When things turn cold…u gave me hope…When my tears came down, you’re always there for me…you’re my guardian…my soul…but, where are you now…. U held me tight… U wiped my tears… You’re always there for me… When I faced my fears… The rain is stopping…but, you’re not yet here….I should have known this will happen, when the bond between us shattered… I’m not ready to lose you…I’m not feeling safe…but, you’ve gone…, you’ve gone, leaving me all alone. What is all this about Is this just a play… Is it over yet… Or is it just the start My eyes betrayed me, as tears start spilling out… You’re not there to wipe it… You’re not there to hold my hand… You’re not there to warm my heart… You’re not there… The sun came out… A rainbow was seen… But, you’re not here I should have known, that you’ll never return…I should have known that it’s over…I should have let you go… I should have walked on… Walked on, without you… It may be the past… It may be over… But, I’ll keep the memories, Forever and ever…