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At each of the moment I spent staring, you’ll be in my thoughts.

There’re scars carved on my heart,

There’re memories too nice to erase,

There’re pains too hard to forget,

There’re too many left unsaid…

I may not be your first,

I might not be your last.

But, please give me a chance,

As fate brought us together,

And fate will then bring us apart…

There’s nothing wrong in me…

There’s nothing wrong in you…

You kept saying it’s wrong for us to be together,

But I know that you want us to be together too…

There’re scars carved in me…

There’re memories too hard to erase…

There’re pains too painful to forget…

There’re too many things left unsaid…

Undone…

I’m lonely no more…

You’re now just another guy on my list…

I’m a fool no more.

I’m got what it takes…

I’m not your stupid gal

I’m no longer the toy you play with,

I’ve finally found my stand…

I’ve finally found someone whom I believe

The game’s is already over,

I know that you have won,

But this is not the ending,

It’s just the beginning..

What goes up,

Will come down,

I’ll make sure you crave to the end…

Make sure you cry for the scars you left…

I’m lonely no more,

You’re now just another guy on my list…

You’re not worth the time,

You’re not worth the attention,

The thing is,

You’re not worth me…

I’m lonely no more…

What’s this feeling that’s creeping up here…

I wanna cry..

I wanna scream..

why can’t I get you out of my head

, out of my dreams???

The tears that are pouring out,

because of all your lies…

I don’t want it to be over…

I want it back..

It’s too nice to be forgotten…

It’s too sweet to be left alone..

My mind’s on fire, but the memories will remain unburn…

the fact that we are now over hurt…

the fact that it’s all forgotten now is ugly…

I want you..I want it all back…

I want to turn back time, and let it all starts all over again…

i can’t stand the fact that it’s all over..

the fact that it’s all shattered..

It’s gone…

It’s all gone, isn’t it??

The night is cold….the air is moist…It’s getting darker and darker…the street lights are off… I keep walking, with no place to go… The street is empty… there’s an eerie silence…I walked on and on…

I refuse to turn back, now that it’s shattered…

I refuse to look back, now that it’s gone…

I walked and walked, on this lonely street with nowhere to go…

I don’t know where I’m heading…

I don’t know when I’ll stop…

All I know is….

There’s hope in front of me…

There’s a bright start not far way…

I’ll keep walking,

Until I reach there…

I promise myself that,

I won’t look back,

I won’t turn back…

What’s over is now shattered…

What’s gone will never be back…

What’s shattered, is shattered…

What’s unrevealed,

Will remain unrevealed…

I’ll keep walking…

Keep walking…

backstabbers

Backstabbers…they’re not humans….they may look sweet, nice, caring…oh, whatsoever, actually, deep down, they’re jz plain farkin mother sucking bloody hell of arses..

for example…

*******, or maybe ****** ..farkin mother arses…

Backstabbers are idiots…

they’re fool’s with no brains..

and i’ll make sure they’ll crave till the end..

Fark those idiotic morons…

They’ll never know innocence..

they’ll never know love…

all they know is about popularity

and more stuffs about crap..

It’s always about credits..

it’s always about the attention..

In their mind,

there’s no right or wrong..

but only weak or strong..

May the innocence reamins pure..

May the backstabers..

live in hell…

hahahaha…

Peace out!!

HI!! I’m soo glad that you guys like my posts..haha.yea, all this come out from my brain..yes, it’s an original piece of work..haha…I’ll be rei happy if u guys cud drop sum comments down..thnx..this is my newest post at the moment..it’s spesshly for Stefani n all broken suls…k..god bless..hope u like it…hope I hadb’t been too harsh..haha…bye…this is not a poetic one…=’( sorry.

Get over him..

Please, I’ve heard enough, we all know that you love him…we all know that you’re crazy over him…Please, face it, you’ll never be able to get him…He’s not yours, he never will… He’s just a friend, just a friend he’ll remain… get it over; the world is not about him…You’re busy impressing him; you’re missing out the good stuff in life… Since the day he stepped into your life, you are all about him… Is he that worth it?? Is he that good?? He shows no interest, stop going on with all this nonsense…He don’t like you, face it, he don’t like you… Yes, we all know, the truth hurts, it’s hard to forget…but the truth is what you’ll need to face…don’t run away from it, don’t hide, because, the truth is always next to you…stop faking it, face it, and get it over…it won’t work.. You’re busy trying to get connected to him; you’re missing out life big opportunities… You’re losing life’s good stuff, you’re running, running too fast to enjoy the road of life.. You’re so desperate, so desperate… Get him over, girlfriend, start it all over again…don’t worry, you won’t walk alone, I’ll be with you…. Together, we’ll face life again… Since the day he walked into your life, You’re no longer you… Get over him…

Since the day I met you,

I forgot who I am..

I’m locked inside myself…

I’m locked inside you…

I fell,

Fell so deep,

I’m lost,

Lost somewhere on this lonely street…

I’m locked inside you..

I’m attached to your body and your soul…

I’m worried, worried that I’ll lose you..

I’ll do anything..

Anything to remain yours…

My soul,

Is no longer mine…

My mind,

Is no longer mine…

It’s attached..

Attached to you..

It’s no longer work for me

But only for you..

I’m wearing a mask…

A mask, so fake…

I’ll love what you love..

I’ll hate what you hate..

I forgot what I used to love..

I forgot what I used to hate..

Everything is about you..

Everything is for you..

I’ll do anything..

Just to be with you…

Let go

When you walked into my world

I was someone’s girl

Everytime you look in my eyes

All that I felt somehow dies

No, no, no,

Can’t you see what you’re doing to me??

No, no, no

Don’t look at me with that smile

Don’t act like everything’s fine

Stop putting dreams in my head

When I should have thought of him instead

When you say the things you do

It makes me wanna be with you

Everytime he touched my heart

You are always the one I see…

I wish that I was her and I wish that she was me

You gotta let her go, and I know that you agree

This is not an easy thing, someone will get hurt

I know you were meant for me, even though she saw you first.

But deal with her honestly, I won’t let you cheat with me

I guess you never knew. What you put yourself into.

We can be together…

But please let her go…

And I’ll let him go…